In the run-up to her memoir being published, Amanda Kloots spoke to the New York Times about everything she's been through and how she feels now. She added that her book is a way to be brutally honest and reflective. "I was not a good wife," she said.
The publication outlines that Kloots' life was busy with her exercise empire, hosting commitments, and raising a small family and Nick Cordero had made the decision to move into another aspect of the entertainment industry. He shared his ambitions to become a singer-songwriter. "I was not understanding any of it," she said. "I was like, 'This is a waste of time, and we have no money.' He did not feel supported by me. I wasn't supportive."
Kloots shared their life on her Instagram which presents the image of a seriously sunny and happy home. However, she said it was hard initially. Cordero wanted to move from the East Coast to the West Coast and Kloots said, "We fought about it for a year and I finally came to a place of, 'This is marriage, you have to compromise.'"
She told Elle that as the one-year anniversary of Codero's death has passed she cries less. "I cry every night, in that one second, and then it's ... then I wipe my tears and start cleaning up the kitchen." However, she reiterated to the New York Times that she's determined to keep his voice alive.
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